I cannot control what goes on outside, and that most of the time because what goes on inside of me! In words and action, it all just burst out and I always act real!
I act real because I don’t have the slightest intention of pretending what I am not, I can't never control who I fall in love with and even when I am in the most sad and confused time of my life.
Things just happens with me; to me. I don’t plan, let alone controlling it! When it comes in full speed, most of the time everything are revealed, and I am left alone with the truth. So when I am in the middle of a storm, I will and must control all the elements, and float along with the uncontrolled... fully protecting myself and my happiness.
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